Saturday, January 21, 2006

外貌与才华

不久前的我对于那些以外貌而取得成功的人,会带有瞧不起的眼光看待他们。总觉得靠才华取得成功者方为实至名归。不过近期,这种想法依讯速的消失了。原因是得到了一点领悟,新的观点角度,新的思考逻辑。

才华何以得来?靠的是先天的天分以及后天的努力与栽培。

外貌何以得来?靠的是老天赐的容颜以及后天的保养与包装。

两者得来的基本其实是相同的。又怎么能断定前者胜于后者呢?两者同样是个人拥有的本钱。能利用自己的本钱来得到他人的赏识,这就是本事。

星期五的矛盾

一晃又到了星期五。每逢这一天,心中都会呈现一种混淆的情绪。一方面庆幸周末的到来,能够好好的休息,拥有一些自己的时间。另一方面却叹息又一个星期的流逝,自己还是原地踏步。好想买向前跨一步,但不晓得开夸那一步,不晓得该如何拖着脚上的铁链跨出那一步。

有时真希望自己是个自私的人,就不必拖着那一团的枷锁。

为了压抑那不快的情绪,我企图将自己沉溺于一些无谓,无建设性的活动。事后反而对浪费掉的时光产生更重的愧疚感。

我好渴望失败,至少那意味着我做过事。 没尝过失败,才是人生最大的失败。

心中的那个战场,已死伤无数,眼前却还看不到平息的日子。

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Mighty Millimetres

Have you ever come across 2 persons whom somehow u feel they look very alike, yet one is consider good-looking, and the other not? Taking a closer look, you discover that the difference between them are just millimetres... The chin might be a few mm sharper; the nose a few mm taller; the cheekbone a few mm higher; the face a few mm leaner; the eyes a few mm wider... Yet the big difference these few mm affect their appearance, and likely their lives as well.

How mighty the mm are...

The mighty mm flex their muscles even greater in foetus.

A foetus who fail to complete the fusion process of the last few mm in the heart will live with a hole in the heart for the rest of his life. A foetus who fail to complete the fusion process of the last few mm in the palatte will live with a cleft palatte for the rest of his life.

How mighty the mm are....

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

雨天的情感

望着窗外下个不停的大雨,勾起了心中许多的情怀。在那雨中无忧无虑玩耍的我已消失在那流逝的岁月。好想找回那尽情享乐的我。往着深处的心灵去探索,发现那个我已被重重的成人枷锁给捆住。好想抛开一切,现实却在我双手上将包袱越叠越高。

持着雨伞慢不得走在大雨中,看着围绕着我的大雨。 那儿时陪着我玩耍的玩伴,这时看似已成为条条铁杆,像那监狱的铁窗,铁门把我捆住。

对家人的责任,对物质的欲望,对金钱的需求,对自己的期望,形成了四面万尺高的围墙。

我却成了墙内的囚犯。

Kenna Beetle Attack Too

Must be 报应..haha...Been reading weiwei's blog abt how she always been the victim of beetle's attack...maybe I "暗笑" a bit, so last night its was my turn to get a taste of it. Kenna the from behind the monitor ambush attack. From behind my PC monitor, it suddenly appear and fly right smack into my face!!! Recovering from my initial shock, I turn ard to look for it. And there it was, comtemplating a second attack. From abt 1.5 metres away, it was in flight and flying in the direction of my face once again. Not willing to take it lying down, I prepare myself for a counterattack. I waited patiently as it approaches, 1.2m...1.1m...1.0m...0.9m...0.8m... , I took aim, and without a sound, swipe my hand at it... "Thud" as it hits the ground... Haha...Guess it was shocked by my attack...after which it just crawled ard on the floor, decided it was not wise to disturb me, and left me alone after that...

Sunday, January 01, 2006

10%? So be it...

The NKF saga has caused quite a stir recently. Grouses, complaints, waves after waves they rushes in. Amusingly, ppl who does not donate to NKF begin boasting of how smart they are by not being a donor. Smart? I think its plain lack of compassion, stinginess. Voices are always louder in retropect. And then, there are the hordes of donor who pulled out after learning just 10% of their donation goes to the patients. Everyone is only focusing on the 90% that goes into someone paycheck. True enough, 10% may be small, but it still goes into saving lives, helping pple. Look at it this way, take a senario where your loved one is in a critical situation. To save his or her life, it requires $10k. At the same time, it is made known that $9k will just be burned and only $1k effectively will be used. Will you not fork out the $10k? I will definitely. So what if 90% is flushed down the toilet. It doesn't matter. What matters is a life is saved. I rather focus on the 10% that is saving lives than the 90% that is wasted. If more is being utilised, of course its better, but what important is the intention of the donor, and something is done to the patient, no matter how minute it is....